Out of my melancholic state, I started to think about something dark and elusive… my death… I just remembered one of the threads in the forum which asked the peeps how they want to die and other stuffs that entail with it.
So here goes my thoughts…
death — in my sweet slumber
wake — no one will mourn but they will remember me fondly thru my favorite things in life — my fave food will be overflowing every single night at the wake, fave music will be playing, a scrapbook-corner will be present for them to write anything on their fondest memories with moi, fave home videos will be flashed… so everything will be cozy and nostalgic
funeral — eulogies are in proper, my fave gospel music will be played in the ceremony, a symphony quartet should be accompanying, of course and all people present will be wearing a shade of blue (my fave color) and candles will be dominant in the church
final homecoming — at the cemetery, white and blue roses will be surrounding the area for my last hoorah, instead of crying, they will sing along to my fave gospel music and everyone SHOULD SMILE coz I’m a jolly person and last thing I need to see is a sad face.. then as I am finally laid to rest, everybody will be reading my fave verse of my poem (that I have to think over pa)
— morag dili man kaau bongga noh? hahaha… if ever i won’t be here, dapat madaun ni ha ako plano? kung kinsa’y nakaila nako, please tell my family on this one
I want my avatar pic (beach setting) to be blown up and to be placed near my casket coz that’s my fave get-away pic coz it’s in blue hehehe…